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Journal Entry: Wed Aug 10, 2011, 5:06 PM
Well, here you have it, folks. I think it's fairly clear that deviantART no longer holds the same appeal for me as it did last year.

Don't get me wrong; I still ADORE this site. I owe a LOT to deviantART, not only because it helped me improve myself as an author and a person, or because it helped me meet some of the most important people in my life (*snowzapped, =Samiraku, ~KyokiNeko, and of course, ~PerfectImperfectionx, I'm looking at you ;) ) or even because I was able to discover so much about life and how amazing it can be...but because in a lot of ways, my experiences here on dA have shaped the person I've become.

deviantART was home for me, in a place and time where I really felt like I had no home. Here I found understanding....comfort, solace, passion...here I found beauty...here I found excitement...here...I found love :heart: deviantART gave me freedom and enlightenment...deviantART gave me pride in myself...deviantART gave me hope for humanity...for the future...deviantART will forever be that sort of sanctuary I feel I can come back to when I need to.

But for now...it's just not possible for me to stay. I don't want to abandon my dA (although it's pretty clear that's exactly what I've done for the past few months ^^;) but unfortunately this was just something out of my control. For a while now, I've been undergoing some MAJOR changes in my life...things that confuse and frighten me as much as they excite and overjoy me. I'm a sophomore at university...and what's more is that for the first time in my life I'm finding myself not only stable in my academic status, but EXCELLING. I'm getting high grades for the first time in a LONG time...I'm learning tons about myself...how to be more open, honest, self-confident...how to love myself even during the worst of times...how to get past the barriers of cyclothymia and depression...it's all a bit much. As a result, my writing has changed...it's much, MUCH harder for me to finish anything these days, it takes a damn sight longer than it should...but the ending results always stagger me. I've found a certain, quiet sort of pride in my work. I can accept my pieces as complete even when I'm not fully satisfied...the perfectionism that used to haunt me is diminishing rapidly...it's giving me a freedom I can't even BEGIN to express.

But I digress. The reason behind this journal is just to inform you all of a few things...and of course, to pay my dues to this WONDERFUL website that's had such a gargantuan impact on my life.

If you're worried that I might deactivate...don't be :) I still want to keep these writings up so people can enjoy them, even if I won't be frequenting the site as much. Apologies in advance to commenters and new watchers...you'll probably receive my replies too late to even remember who I am =P I just want you all to know, every one of you who cares enough to read this: THANK YOU. FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.

dA...I'm sorry I haven't had the time or the inclination to visit you as much as I used to, but I know that you understand :) and I know that if I ever choose to return to my endless hours of being with you, you'll welcome me back with open arms...and for that I'll love you forever :hug:

oh, and PS: Close friends, you know where else to find me online =P and anyone who doesn't know, feel free to drop me a note and ask. I love you all so much...I hope at least some of you will choose to stay with me as I try to bumble my way through life =P

With all my love,
-Loli Tash :heart:


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  • Mood: Sentimental
  • Listening to: Defying Gravity - Idina Menzel & Kristin Cheno
  • Reading: The Last Olympian - Rick Riordan
  • Watching: Misfits, S02E06
  • Playing: Fruit Ninja on my iPod
  • Drinking: Hot chocolate

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Loli Tash
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Loli Tash. 19. Female. Saudi. Muslim. Applied Linguistics Major at Prince Sultan University. Avid Haruki Murakami fan. Proud Hufflepuff. Tolkien and Rowling whore. Self-proclaimed supergeek, and definitely one of the stranger people you'll meet.

~PerfectImperfectionx is my entire world. Everything I want, everything I need, and everything I am. I love you :tighthug:

I am a poet, a writer, a dreamer and a schemer. A lover, not a fighter. A pacifist, a vegetarian, a non-smoker and a non-drinker. I enjoy epic poetry and dancing in the rain. I prefer tea over coffee and love over sex. I am a BOSS at drawing stick-people. Just ask =Samiraku. I'm a Defender of All and judge over none. I love you, no matter who the fuck you are, as long as you promise to love me in return.

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I'm so so so sorry for taking so long, I'm a Choueifatie, they're killing us. And a few weeks ago when I decided to start drawing your commission, I drew it like 3 times, all fail.. But maybe because I wasn't in the mood at that time.. I haven't drawn in such a long time.. So I'm very looking forward about drawing your commission. I'll start as soon as I could.

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Here's a very ROUGH sketch of your commission. Sorry it took so long; AP exams this month. I still have one next week, LOL.

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Why hello :D Fancy seeing you here. Thanks for the watch!

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Thanks for the fav! :glomp:

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